The Tower in the Torch
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December 19th, 2027, 18:21
I leaned forwards over my desk, examining the strange object in my hands. It was an early Christmas present from Dad: one of the new prototypes his company had come up with. He would sometimes bring one home from work and let me fiddle with it; I’d try and figure out what it was and, on rare occasion, try to improve it. Ostensibly it was market research—if someone could figure the product out without needing to be told it meant that it was more accessible to the consumer—but we both knew it was because I loved to tinker with things and that—as much as he would go on about ‘finding your own path’—Dad was more than happy encouraging me to follow in his footsteps as an inventor. Not that I needed much persuasion.
The prototype I had been given this time was one of the weirdest I had ever seen. It was a strap of leather with a series of Plexiglas bubbles on the end. Guessing from the drawstring, this was supposed to be wrapped around part of the body, but it was too long to be for an arm and too short to go around the waist.
I was feeling lightheaded so I rubbed my forehead to clear my thoughts. The cold must be messing with me—I’d been feeling off all day and the dizzy spells weren’t helping any. Grabbing a sweater from my dresser I returned to my desk and re-examined the leather strap. I could easily imagine it as some kind of belt, but that didn’t make much sense—Albion wasn’t about weird fashion accessories, it made teefer adapted technology.
A light bulb went off in my head as the obvious solution came into focus. The strap was a TAT, which meant that I would know what it was if I figured out which species morph it was meant to help. I flipped the strap over and examined the three slit openings beneath where the glass bubbles were on the other side. Gills came to mind, maybe this was meant to go around the user’s neck? I tried tying it around my own neck—it seemed to fit and the bubbles were where a teefer’s gills would be, though I had some trouble tightening it without choking myself. So I knew where it went—around the neck of a fish morph—but not what it did. The openings ruled out some type of ballast tank or swim-bladder substitute, but maybe the bubbles had to be filled with something…
I grinned as the answer came to me—water, obviously! I ran to the bathroom and opened one of the bubbles to fill it with water in order to test my theory. As I closed the bubbles and retied it around my neck and chill ran down my spine as the water began to seep through the openings onto my skin. It was a gradual, but small flow—there must be a pressure seal inside the leather itself to control the release rate. I untied the strap and headed back to my desk. Now that I knew what it was, it was time to start fiddling—my favorite part. I took out my tools and went to work.
Ten minutes later I leaned back in my chair, smiling at the finished product. I was a little disappointed that there wasn’t much I could change about the strap other than replacing the drawstring with a clasp, but it still felt good to be able to improve something Dad’s R&D department came up with.
A light from the window caught my eye and I looked out through the frosted glass over the yard. Christmas lights had just flickered on across the trees—probably Sam’s doing. I grinned at the thought; my sister may have been three years my senior but she was the youngest at heart and would make it her personal mission each year to decorate the house for the holidays. After admiring the coloured display my thoughts returned to the TAT lying on my desk. I grabbed the strap and ran downstairs to show off what I had done.
Dad was in his office—or rather, his workshop. Scraps of paper lined the room and the floor was covered with discarded blueprints, cables, and various bits of failed inventions. Mom always nagged him about the mess but he never listened. “Albion wasn’t founded on brooms and mops.” He’d say, and I was inclined to agree; clutter sparked the creative mind more than cleanliness.
For once, Dad wasn’t pouring over his workbench when I entered—he was at the desk doing paperwork.
“Ah, Johannes,” he beamed as I stepped over some loose cables, “out of your room so soon? Don’t tell me you’re stumped already.”
I grinned, showing him the strap. “Sorry, not this time. It’s a lubrication device, meant to prevent gills on fish morphs from drying out.”
He chuckled. “And here I was thinking you wouldn’t figure it out until New Year’s. Oh well, it’s the thought that counts.”
I nodded and placed the strap in front of him. Dad immediately picked it up and examined the ends where I replaced the drawstring.
“Clasps?” He inquired.
I nodded again. “The string was good but I almost choked myself trying to tighten it. Besides, knots can get loose over time or become almost impossible to undo. This way the user can tighten it easier and it won’t be hard to undo.”
“Wonderful!” He enthused. “I can’t wait to bring this in to the office. There was a pool going around on whether you’d be able to do anything with this one, and I daresay—Dr. Sauls is going to be out quite the penny.”
He patted me on the head, then frowned. “You’re feeling a bit warm, everything all right?”
I blinked. “Yea, I’m fine. The cold’s just getting to my head.”
“Fair enough.” Dad said, adding, “You may want to go help Samantha set up the rest of the lights by the way; trees are all well and good but your mother would kill us both if she fell off the roof again.” “Ah, right.” I replied hastily. I ran to the hall closet and threw on my winter jacket, scarf and boots before darting out the door. Sure enough, when I reached the front yard my sister was already leaning the ladder up against the garage door.
“Hey, Sam!” I called out.
She turned, beaming when she saw me. “Oh, Johannes! Let me guess, Mom sent you out to help me?”
“Dad.” I corrected when I reached her.
Sam made a pouting look. “One time! One time I mess up—”
“You fell off the roof for the fifth time in three years.” I interrupted. “You’re not very co-ordinated.”
I held out a hand. “Let me do the lights, you can hold the ladder.”
She sighed. “Fine. But make sure to do it right!”
“Yea, yea.”
Sam gave me the lights and held the base of the ladder as I climbed on to the overhang above the garage. Stringing the lights wasn’t that hard—Sam had stuck holders on the rain ducts a few years back so all I had to do was feed the cable through the little hooks. I had finished setting up about half of them when I started to feel dizzy again. I was also starting to feel hot so I unbuttoned my coat.
“You ok up there?” Sam called from the ground.
“Yea… it’s nothing.” I called back. I was starting to feel weak so I hurried to finish the rest of the lights. As I leaned over to hook in the last one my head suddenly felt like it had caught fire. I dropped the lights and immediately pulled off my scarf but it didn’t help, the heat just continued to build and spread across my body as my vision blurred. Everything lost focus and I keeled over, blacking out as I fell from the roof. The last thing I heard was my sister’s panicked yells.
December 19th, 2027, 20:57
I woke up in a hospital bed. Mom, Dad, and Sam were sitting across from me against the wall. There was something heavy on top of me, I tried to move it but couldn’t muster the strength. Sam raised her head at the sound of my rustlings.
“He’s awake!” She exclaimed. Immediately my family jumped up and rushed to my bedside, all talking at once. “Oh thank God you’re alright!”
“I’m so sorry; I shouldn’t have let you go up.”
“The snow broke your fall—you don’t even have a sprain.”
“Not so… loud.” I managed to say weakly as I rubbed my head. “Head… hurts.”
When they fell silent I turned to Sam. “I fell… off the roof?”
She nodded. “You just swayed, sort of, and then keeled over. You hit the snow and I let go of the ladder and ran over to you.” Blushing, she added, “It almost hit you when it fell over actually.”
“Samantha ran and got your father and me and we drove you to the emergency room.” Mom continued. “You didn’t seem to be hurt but you were burning up and wouldn’t respond to anything.”
I suddenly clued in to why I was in the hospital bed. “So I’m sick?”
“Blowtorch Fever.” Dad answered solemnly. “You were peaking 120 degrees when the doctors got to you. So far they’re keeping your temperature down with the ice blanket—” He gestured to the heavy quilt covering me, “—and you’re being kept under observation until it goes back to normal.”
“Lovely.”
Mom patted my head. “We’ll visit you every day until you get released, but for now the doctors say that you need to get some rest.”
I nodded absently, already feeling tired. I rested my head against the hospital pillow and my family filed out of the room. As the last one flicked off the light switch, I was already fast asleep.
I’m not sure how long I was asleep, or even if I woke up; I felt separated from my body, passing fevered dreams and drained consciousness and back again without registering anything around me. My whole body was burning and sore, it felt like my insides—heck, even my bones—were squirming. Voices floated vaguely through my ears but I couldn’t make out what they were saying. Eventually the heat and pain faded, and the weight of the ice blanket was removed. I curled into a ball and rested my head on my pillow… it was so warm and fuzzy…
December 22nd, 2027, 12:00
Slowly, I opened my eyes. I was still in a hospital room, but it was different than the one I was in when I first woke up. It was… fresher, somehow. I couldn’t smell any of the antiseptic or medicine that usually filled hospitals, just clean air. It was nice.
I lay there on the bed, absently listening to the *whump* *whump* *whump* of the fan and the *whirr* *whirr* *whirr* of an air purifier as I enjoyed the moment. I wasn’t hot, and no part of my body was sore, which meant the Torch must have passed. It was actually kind of funny, I had just gotten over one of the most dangerous diseases in modern history and now I felt more rested and better than I ever did in my life—it was like I was a new person.
Despite my current feeling of serenity, I had a weird feeling. I could feel my head lying on part of my body, but my arms and legs were both beneath me. I raised my head from my pillow curiously and looked down—then froze at what I saw. What I had thought was a pillow was actually a long, bushy, furry… thing. After a few seconds my mind unfroze and a single word came to mind: Tail.
I stared at it, unwilling to believe what it was. It couldn’t be mine, it just couldn’t! But I had felt it—felt with it. Immediately I sat up and grabbed my backside, my eyes pressed shut and praying not to find what intellectually I knew was there. It was no use—instantly my hands found the spot where the tail… my tail…. met my own, furry back.
I took deep breaths, trying to calm myself. Still keeping my eyes closed I ran my hands over my body, feeling the thick fur that now covered my skin. Just a tail and some fur, I thought, nothing I couldn’t deal with. But as my hands reach my head I felt my heart race as it felt peaked ears at the top of my head, and a long, narrow muzzle topped with a cold, wet, and whiskered nose. It was still all right though, I could handle—owch!
I had cut myself! Pulling my hand away from my muzzle I finally opened my eyes and saw what had done the deed. My nails were thick, black, and elongated into sharp claws; I tried making a fist and watched with a sort of morbid fascination as they partially retracted into my… my….
My throat tightened as I registered the rest of my hand—or what used to be my hand. Leathery pads covered my palm, surrounded by light brown fur—the same shade my hair used to be. It was unmistakably a paw and—as I realized with horror—completely thumbless. I quickly looked down and found that my feet had met with the same change; they were now the limbs of an animal—elongated, heelless, and covered with brown fur that gave way to bright orange halfway up my leg.
I looked around desperately for my family, a doctor, anyone, but all I found was an empty room. Even worse, everything past the cabinet next to my bed was a complete blur, and when I tried to call out a high-pitched yelp left my throat—was there any human left in me? I had to find out, even though I was scared to know the answer.
There was a small hand mirror—or what I could make out as a hand mirror—lying on a table sitting against the wall at the far end of the room. Without thinking I pushed myself off the bed and onto my legs as I had always done—then promptly lost balance and fell over onto the floor. Swearing internally, I tried to pull myself onto my hands and knees. It took a moment to register that my legs weren’t long enough to bend that way anymore, and that when I stretched my legs my toes met the ground perfectly. Tenitavely, I tried something similar with my hands; I pressed my padded fingers against the ground and placed my weight on them. Since standing on all fours didn’t result in my falling over, it would have to do for now—I could learn how to walk properly later, the mirror took priority.
My first few steps were awkward and stumbling until my tail began to twitch and angle itself reflexively to counterweight my balance. Slowly, I made my way across the floor to the table, the linoleum feeling cold—but distant—beneath my paws. As I reached the table, a sinking feeling was beginning to grow in my stomach as I realized just how big everything in the room was—how small had I become? Rearing back onto my legs, I tried to grab the mirror but my thumbless hands couldn’t get a grip—I only succeeded in knocking it to the floor before losing my balance again. Pushing myself back onto all fours, I approached the mirror, took a deep breath, and looked.
Time froze when I saw my reflection, and whatever hope I still carried died. I searched vainly for some sign of humanity, but there was none to be found. Even my eyes had been altered—their pupils were vertical and their irises were a pale gold. All I could see, and all the doctors saw when they finally arrived, was a small, scared-looking fox, looking desperately at the mirror’s cold, uncaring glass.
December 22nd, 2027, 13:08
“God, I’m so sorry you had to wake up alone.” Sam said as she sat next to me on the bed. “We were getting lunch in the cafeteria and the doctors were rushing to deal with a code.”
I growled an acknowledgement and she rubbed my head. It felt nice—but I hated myself for enjoying it.
“I can’t imagine what it must have been like.” Mom said, “Having to wake up all alone in a new body. If it had been me I’d have—”
“Mom…” Sam said sternly, and she stopped talking. I wasn’t paying attention though, I was looking at Dad. He was just… standing there, a few feet from the bed, staring at the wall just above my head. He had a strange look on his face; I couldn’t tell what he was thinking—even his scent was ambiguous. But why wasn’t he looking at me?
A knock at the door interrupted my thoughts and we all turned to see a doctor enter carrying a bathroom scale.
“Is this a bad time?” He asked.
“No, you can come in.” Mom answered. The doctor approached and set the scale down next to me. Sam and I both stared at it.
“I just need to take some basic measurements if that’s all right.” The doctor said, looking at me. I nodded, unsure of what else to do.
“Ok then, if you could just stand up a bit so I can get your length I can begin.”
Length... the height measurement for an animal. I stood up on all fours as the doctor took a measuring tape out of his pocket and ran it along my body. Then he motioned towards the scale and I mutely stepped on it. There really wasn’t much else to it other than that, and the doctor just took note of the results and jotted them down on my chart.
“He’s a around a metre in length and about 5 kilos.” The doctor said as he turned to my parents. “How old is Johannes, by the way?”
“Sixteen.” Mom said. He screwed up his eyes as if he were doing some complex calculation. After a minute he unfocused and made another note on the chart. “All right then; that seems to be in order.” Turning to my parents he added, “The attending will be able to answer any of your questions about TFOR and Johannes’s options, but right now the best thing to do would be to let us keep him here for a few days. Fullmorphs are harder to properly assess than hybrids so we’ll need time to run some more in depth tests. Right now though, the best thing to do would be to let him get some more rest. The transformation process is incredibly tiring.”
Mom turned to me. “We’ll visit you every day, don’t worry.” She said before motioning to Dad and they both followed the doctor out of the room. Sam gave me another rub on the head before following them.
As they closed the door closed, the reality of my situation began to sink in. I was a fox—an animal, and I would be for the rest of my life. Sure I could get through whatever the doctors wanted, but what then? School would start again in two weeks—how could I use a pencil without thumbs or carry all my books when each was practically half my size? I felt another pang of despair as I realized that I wouldn’t be able to use a tool again; screwdrivers, scissors, hammers, even tweezers—they all needed thumbs to operate. All I ever wanted was to be was an inventor like Dad and that seemed to be the one thing I would never be able to have now. I gazed dejectedly at my feeble paws, what was I supposed to do now?
My mind began to fill with thoughts of zoos and wildlife preserves—the ultimate destination of fullers who couldn’t make it in the real world. I gritted my teeth—no, I couldn’t let that happen to myself. I was still me dammit! I still had my mind and my dignity; I couldn’t afford to let myself lose either of them!
Filled with a morbid sense of determination, I moved over to the side of my bed—it was time to relearn how to walk. Digging my pa—hands into the mattress I carefully lowered myself onto my legs. I was careful to place my weight only on the balls of my feet this time—my failure from earlier was still fresh in my memory. Gently, I pushed myself off of the bed and stood upright....then a half second later I lost balance and fell over again. I couldn’t let myself get discouraged though—it may not have been much but this attempt had been an improvement, however small.
Once more I pushed myself onto four legs and climbed back onto my bed—it would be easier to practice balancing first before worrying about rearing back. Again I lowered myself onto my legs and pushed off from the bed, and again I fell over after less than a second. There must be more to this than simple balance—I’d have to think it through.
I thought back to earlier when I had managed to walk across the room. Even though I was on all fours I still wasn’t able to balance properly unless my tail was helping—maybe the same principle applied to going upright? Climbing back onto the bed I flexed my tail to see if I could get it to move the way I needed. Yes, it could do it—the thing was surprisingly mobile. This time when I pushed off from the bed I made sure to keep my tail extended to help me balance. Steady...steady...success!
I was standing! I didn’t care that I stood barely two metres tall, and I didn’t care that my legs felt like they were about to snap. None of that mattered because for the first time since waking up I had at least a small glimmer of hope. I took a triumphant step forwards and—
The second my foot left the ground my remaining leg buckled and I toppled over, slamming into the floor. I had to be doing something wrong, but what? I went to climb back onto the bed but stopped as a jolt of pain shot through my leg in protest. If it hurt this bad from just a single try another could sprain or even break it. I realized that my bones must be smaller—and therefore, more fragile—than when I was hu—before I changed. Fine, I could wait a day before relearning how to walk properly—for now I would just have to settle for all fours.
I began to pace across the floor, unsure of what to do next. After a few minutes I realized that I wasn’t wobbling anymore—I was walking perfectly fine. A chill ran down my spine; it was unsettling how easy it seemed—how natural it felt to walk like this. I had been changed less than a day and already it felt like I could have been this way my entire life...what was wrong with me?
My ears turned towards the sound of the door opening and I spun around to see another doctor enter, carrying a deck of cards.
“Hey there, Johannes.” The doctor said. “I’m Dr. Nichols, the veterinarian who’s been attending your case.”
My heart sank. They gave me a vet?
“I’m going to start with a basic physical.” Nichols said. I nodded and mutely followed his commands as he looked over every part of my body. He took my hands and spread out their fingers as much as possible before examining my claws then doing the same with my feet. He felt up my tail, testing my muscle control in the new limb. Nichols pushed my lips away and looked over my teeth—“All canines.” he joked—before taking out a pocket light and shining it down my throat.
“All righty, everything seems to be in the right place.” He said, making a note on my chart. “Next I want to make sure you’re vision’s ok—foxes and humans have radically different eyesight.”
He stood up. “I’m going to walk away slowly, just signal when you can’t see how many fingers I’m holding up.” Nichols held up three fingers and began to retreat. After five feet I had to stop him by raising a hand. He nodded and made another note on my chart. Coming back into range, Nichols sat down in front of me and held up his deck of cards.
“I also need to check your colour vision too. Each of these has a different coloured face, just nod or shake your head if the colour you see is different from the one I’m saying.”
He showed me the first card.
“Red.” I nodded.
“Blue.” I nodded.
“Yellow.” I shook my head, it was white.
“Orange.” I nodded.
“Brown.” I shook my head, it was pink.
“Green.” I shook my head, it was a weird brownish-yellow
Nichols stopped when I made my last response. He flipped the card over to check the face himself, and then made yet another notation on my chart.
“Johannes, the card I just showed you did indeed have a green face. You’re green-colour blind, which means that your eyes are entirely canine.”
Strangely, this news didn’t worry me as much as I thought it would. Green was never my favourite colour and for the life of me I couldn’t think of a situation where I would be at a disadvantage not being able to see it—though I tried very hard to think of one.
“All right, there’s just one last thing we need to do.” Nichols said as he stood up. “You’re scheduled for a scan so we can check your insides—make sure everything is in the right place and all. But don’t worry—” he hastily added when he saw the shocked look on my face, “—I’m sure you’re all right, it’s just procedure for any teefer with a significant size alteration.”
That didn’t make me feel any better. It also didn’t help that I had to be wheeled to the radiology department in a device that—despite being called a “teefer transport unit”—looked an awful lot like a crib. To make things worse, the second I was brought out of my room my nose began to burn with hospital odours—medicine, antiseptic, and whatever fluids were oozing out of the patients we passed. I had to bury my nose in my tail to manage the smell, and even then it didn’t fully block it. After the longest ten minutes of my life, we finally arrived at radiology. Nichols lifted me out of the crib-thing and set me down on a table attached to what I guessed was some form of imaging machine.
“Just hold still so you don’t distort the images and everything will be fine.” Nichols said as he pressed a button on the machine. The table I was on began to retract back into the scanner. I was starting to feel a little claustrophobic, but it was nothing I couldn’t deal with. As the machine powered up it began to make a loud *whump* *whump* sound. Still, I could handle it. But as the scanner began to do its thing the noise increased.
- whump* *whump* *whump*
I pressed my ears against my head and tried to focus on other things, but the sound just continued to increase. I was starting to get scared.
*whump* *whump* *whump*
Deep breaths... just had to remember to take deep, calming breaths.
*WHUMP* *WHUMP* *WHUMP*
I couldn’t take it anymore, I had to get out! Certainty filled my mind as I ran out of the machine, stumbling a bit as my paws tried to get traction on the polished surface. I jumped to the floor and ran out of the room before the humans realized what I was doing. I rushed through the halls and around legs, looking for a way out of the hospital. I didn’t want to be here anymore, I had to find a way home. A room came up on my right and I veered into it, pushing the door closed behind me.
Now that I had some time to get my bearings, I realized that I was in a supply closest. I looked around. Boxes, boxes, mops and—a window! I yipped happily as I saw the light peaking through behind a stack of boxes. I clambered up the pile and pushed aside the box blocking the window—it fell to the ground and spilled paper towels across the floor. I found the lock on the window and tried to turn it but my paws couldn’t get a good enough grip. I tried clasping my jaws around the knob to try and turn it—that worked. Inspired by the rush of fresh air from outside, I squeezed through the window and ran as far away from the hospital as I could.